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Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 10:45 am Well, look at you.
Feeling: geekygeeky
Tunes: G4 TV
So, right now I am in California. I am sitting at my brother's house. I have no transportation, so, I sit and wait. My vacation has been pretty sucky lately. We flew into Las Vegas on Friday, and it was motha' fuckin' hot. I liked it though. It wasn't a humid heat, more like a dry heat. On Saturday, we went to UNLV, to do the tour. I love the university. I don't really enjoy most of the places in Las Vegas, but I do like the University. I have not made the decision to move there yet. Las Vegas is the city of sin, but I won't be living on Las Vegas Blvd. or Fremont, so, I can luck out. Sadly, I didn't look at apartments. I did all the tourist things. Stupid tourist things. So like me.

We drove to San Diego on Sunday, and you know, San Diego wasn't all I was expecting it to be. Downtown was awesome. I would love to live downtown, but where we were wasn't very nice. I mean, it wasn't that great, I've seen better. We went to the mall. That is pretty much all. We stayed at the hotel most of the time because I didn't really want to be in San Diego. Stupid San Diego.

We are now in Central California. I am up in Campbell. Yesterday we saw "House of Wax". We only wanted to see Paris die. It was worth it. The bad acting alone was the best reason to go see this piece of trash film. Oh, speaking of movies...we saw "Crash" in Vegas and totally loved it. The film was awesome. I love the whole stereotyping and racial descrimination. I swear, all people are like that, even if it is behind close doors.

Oh, one awesome thing we did in San Diego, was the Zoo. I loved it. We took so many pictures of all those cuddly animals. We also went to Solvange driving up to Marina. We bought Danish pasteries. We also went to the restuarant where they filmed "Sideways". While driving back from Solvange, we went to the Ostrich and Emu farm. Many pictures of that too.

I have no idea what I am doing today. Oh well.

I will write later. I hope everyone is having a good time.
May. 11th, 2005 @ 05:28 pm
I am making a whole different LJ. If you want to be my friend, just tell me. I am keeping most of you because I highly enjoy reading what you write.
May. 10th, 2005 @ 12:06 pm Anxiety Attacks!
Feeling: scaredscared
Tunes: Morrissey ♥ Big Mouth Strikes Again
Friday I am thinking about taking my Economics Test. This is only if I think I can fathom everything. If I don't, I will have to meet with my professor this Friday to go over everything right before the test. I am taking 8 pages of notes to it, when we are only allowed two, because I REALLY need to pass this class. I just studied for an hour. And I will go back and study for an hour after this probably. Tomorrow I don't have class because we finished everything we needed to go over, so, I am going to bust my ass studying tomorrow also. I also haven't gotten my essay back from my Economics teacher. As long as I got a "B" on it, then I can get a "D" on the exam and pass the class with a "D". Hopefully this will all work out. I am through with this college bullshit. Thank God I am taking off for a few months.

I went to the dentist yesterday for a cleaning. They said my teeth were pretty clean except for the fact that I have one cavity. No fun. So, I have to get that filled on the 23rd.

Billy's 20th Birthday is on Sunday, I got him some Star Wars shit. We are also going to go see Acceptance play on that day, and then later the week, since we will be out of school, I am going to see Juliette and the Licks. I love them.

Then on the 18th, I have to pick up my graduation stuff. This is only if I am graduating. It would be stupid if I picked it up and I wasn't graduating. I better fucking graduate. I swear. I will flip out if I don't.

The 26th is the graduation. This is only IF I graduate. Rehersal is at 3 P.M. that day. Which sucks because I have to drive all the way up there.

Then the 27th, I fly to Las Vegas. 29th I drive to San Diego. 1st, I drive up all the way to Monterey, and then I come home the 6th. My mini-vacation. Although it is all business, nothing special. I come back to either get a job, and start my adult life, or I go back to school to finish up my degree. Hopefully I won't have to do the latter.
May. 3rd, 2005 @ 01:06 pm
Feeling: anxiousanxious
I finished my Economics paper. I am very confident that I will get a good grade on it. If I don't, well, then I don't know what to do. I sent my professor the rough draft of the assignment just so he could tell me what he thinks and what I should change. I tried my best and worked on it all weekend. If I get a really good grade on this assignment, I don't have to do so great on my exam to pass. After this project I have one quiz and one exam left. That is all. I am thinking about meeting with him around the 9th right before I am able to take the exam. I am also writing down everything I need for the exam and taking pre-tests. Then studying the ones I have not gotten. This should help a little. All I need on the exam and assignment is 73%. So, hopefully I can get this. If not, well, atleast he knows I tried my hardest and hopefully he will pass me. I HOPE. I am very confident I will graduate since I am busting my ass off to do it. I don't think anyone wants it as much as I do right now.

Oh, I also looked at posters today at Allposters.com. I am thinking about buying Billy some, and also buy some for the apartment. It will be spectacular!
Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 09:00 pm God is against me.
Feeling: scaredscared
Stress has become a constant in my life. In approximately three weeks I have signed up to graduate with my A.A. I have already planned everything I am doing after graduation, and when I am going to move. I am taking the trip to visit universities and apartments. I have one problem though. I am failing Economics II. It isn't that I am not doing anything. I have done every assignment the best I could. My professor is such a hard grader. So, here I am, stuck. I have a 54% in the class, and need a "D" to graduate. I have asked for extra credit assignments, and he says no. The only thing he said he would give me is time. Time to go over everything with me. This isn't going to help because he is still a hard grader. I have one paper due, within this next week. I am afraid. I don't know how to even start it. I have never had someone hold my "life" in their hands. It really sucks. In order for me to pass with a "D", I have to get 73% on all the upcoming assignments. (There are only three left!)

I have gotten one of my papers back that he graded. He gave my a 66% on it, although it took me a whole week to do. He took off points for the most ridiculous things. If this happens on my paper, I am seeing the Dean. This is dumb. I already have family coming out for my graduation. I will do anything to graduate, and if I have to go to his Boss to complain about him, I will do it.

So, now I have this asshole taking my life and crushing it at his will. This is ridiculous. It really pisses me off.
Apr. 21st, 2005 @ 08:44 am Lack of sleep.
Feeling: tiredtired
Tunes: Pizzicato Five ♥ Baby Love Child
I haven't gotten a full nights sleep in I don't know how long. It is very frustrating. I worked out so hard yesterday that my body is so tired. I maybe only got 4 hours. This was straight. The other hours I was hitting Billy for snoring. I wish there was a way I can make him stop. He does it ALL night. I almost want to go in the other room and sleep. If it comes down to that, well, that is pretty sad.
Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 08:11 pm Wow.
Feeling: contentcontent
My teacher digs Morrissey just as much as I do. I am burning her the live CD.
Apr. 9th, 2005 @ 08:53 pm Only because my internet sucks.
Feeling: sleepysleepy


Today I went to the Cherry Blossom Festival in Washington, D.C. We didn't get to see much of the Japanese street festival because it was overly crowded. We did get to get two bottles of ramune though. That was wonderful. There was these annoying teenagers that kept yelling in my ear about a freaking Pikachu mask. I just wanted to punch them in the face. We decided to go to the Tidal Basin just to see the rows of Cherry Blossoms. OF COURSE, the whole place was crowded. I swear to you. I have never seen so many people in D.C. in my life. I couldn't believe it. I stopped to take some pictures and people were being so inconsiderate. They walked right through my pictures and didn't say 'sorry' or 'excuse me'. Bastards. People came from all over the country, I guess. There were a lot of Asian people. A lot. The Japanese food they were selling was OUTRAGEOUSLY priced. For one California Roll, it was almost $5. We decided not to go there. I think the main reason there were so many people was because it was a free festival. I guess it was beautiful though. The blossoming of the trees. Although, I can go in my backyard and see the same trees.



I also saw "Oldboy" today. It is a Korean movie that just came out. It was EXCELLENT. It is one of my top favorite movies. The plot was incredible. It kept me entertained the whole time. I loved the dark humor about it. And it was pretty heartbreaking. All in all though, this was the highlight of my day. I would recommend it to anyone who likes indie flicks. Of course, it isn't suitable for most since the plot is very controversial. But that movie was amazing. I am also looking foward to seeing "Kung Fu Hustle". I already saw the ending when Billy and I went out to eat dinner at an Asian restuarant. It was wonderful and funny. It hasn't come out yet though. But I am highly looking forward to seeing the rest of it. Oh, and I love Stephen Chow. He looks like Billy. Billy looks asian. All asian people look like Billy. I love Billy.

Sorry if this is incoherent. I am in a hurry. I am also seeing "Million Dollar Baby" tonight.

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That is Stephen Chow. Wow!

I just got back from Million Dollar Baby and that movie was emotional. I understand why it was so controversial. I don't agree with it though. That movie made me mad too because the woman was such a bitch. Not Maggie, but the whore that she fought. Oh, and her dumb redneck family. They are stupid. On a plus note, Clint Eastwood is old. Wow. My grandma used to babysit and housesit for him. I love telling people this. So, if you heard it already, oh well, this is as close as I ever got to a celebrity. That and the fact that I have a picture of his daughter Allison, which I got from my grandmother. She was young. Anyways, I am done. I had a long day. ♥
Apr. 8th, 2005 @ 10:28 am
Feeling: awakeawake
I had a really weird dream. I was in catholic school, which I have never been in. There was this guy that all these girls wanted but could never have. It wasn't that he was mean, it was more like he was mysterious. I guess what happened in my dream was I got to know him better. He started telling me the things I wanted to hear and all that stuff. We then had sex, I am guessing. This whole part was skipped over though. The few days later, all my friends were trying to figure out what happened between me and some guy. They kept guessing while the guy I had sex with was right there. I just kept saying, "No, can we stop talking about this." Continually, the kept guessing. Finally, I guess the guys friend came up to me and took me to the side. He said that the guy whom I slept with was gay. Or atleast he thought he was gay. So, I said, "So, what am I? I was a tool to find out if he was gay or not?" He just replied that, "He feels really bad." A few more days later, I found out I was pregnant. So, he comes up to me and says, "We think it is better if you raise the baby and have it."

THEN, my dream turns into a freakin' video game. I have to escape from this castle with all these cartoon animals chasing me. There is this turret gun, but it doesn't work without change. So, I have to break vases to get coins and fruit, because my health is low. After I kill most of those cartoon animals, I come to a door that has many different ways of opening it. It has a huge lock on it and a turnstile to match the shapes. The first try I was done. I then proceedingly ran through the front of the castle getting chased by these superhero freaks; the ones that can stretch and throw lightning bolts at you. One kept throwing soccer balls at me. Then I woke up.
Apr. 7th, 2005 @ 08:15 pm
Feeling: pissed offpissed off
Wow. The first emotional breakdown of the year. I hate the fact that people try to walk all over me. Sometimes I wish I had enough balls to tell people off. Then again all I am dealing with are stupid rednecks. Fat, stupid rednecks.